My new best FRIEND

Here I finally have gathered the courage to write about my new BEST friend in the city.
I know it freaking sounds like the article from Wake Up Sid but now i feel closer to this movie.
WHY?
Coz maybe even I have found that someone "who you always wanna keep with you".
Yeah I know I am making it sound as if he was a precious gem or a lucky charm or something and not human but that is as true as it can get.
I treat him more then human....he feels like a part of my soul now.

He is a young boy of 24 but he has grown beyond his years...he thinks in a different way and he sees things differently...as my friend puts it "he thinks beyond life".

He has helped me in my darkest days when I was tired of my office and wanted to run away but had no where to go as I was even more scared of going back home.

When I could not vent myself out anywhere I found this guy who use to work with me for 2 years and I never noticed him.
We chatted for a while on Facebook and suddenly I found myself telling him everything I was going through.
He was all ears to my toxic thoughts that day. I don’t know why he was there that day and why I told him everything when I barely knew him.
It was difficult to understand for a person like me who is scared of sharing her thoughts and choices.
I told him that I was not sure if my talks were at all interesting to him and that he can say no if he did not want to listen.
What he said in answer to this was surprising. He said he admired me from my days in my old office.
I could not believe it as I never believed that I had the charm that a boy would even look at me.
He told me about how he and my best friend would discuss me for hours and how he would stare at me from his workstation.
How my friends would bully him about exposing his interest in me.

I could not believe that for once but this was enough to make me feel a little better. It was like a deep ego boost!!
I pondered over it for 2 days and found myself cliff diving into a stream of different emotions about him. I liked him too....

Once I realized this I had to tell him this [:D]. I know it sounds freaking crazy but i told him.
May be this was just a sudden rush that I could not control or the book i was reading inspired me to do so.
I am unable to figure this out till date. I dunno what happened that day.....
And then I screwed my head for the next 2 days thinking why I had to tell him.
I tried not to think of him or talk to him but the guilt of expressing was killing me....

But then I called him up. This was the first time I was talking to him over phone.
I wanted to tell him that it was not a feeling that he might be thinking it was.
I was just happy that someone admired me.
He said he knew that already, that I don’t have to explain anything, that he will never take it otherwise.
He said he just wanted us to be friends, though he wanted to be much more :)

Since that day I have found a new bliss in life.
I have found that one friend who is trying to make this otherwise boring city interesting for me. I know I would cherish this time all my life.
He would do anything and everything to please me and make me feel special. But that is not all.
He is helping me grow as well, as a human (in my spirit). I have started believing myself again.
I m falling in love with my family all over again. Boy..he has got some influence on me.
I dunno since when I had stopped noticing myself but now I smile when I look in the mirror.
I try to find myself in it and I know with his help I will be able to find myself again.

He is that one guy who can change the energy and emotion around me. He is a writer and can play well with the words.
I talk to him almost everyday and in last 1 month we have shared as much as I could ever think of sharing in my entire life.
He is adorable and has solution to all my problems.
He is teaching me how my family is more important then anything else.
He helped me realize that people are always more important then work
and if you spend 1/4 of the time you spend on work with people around you it will yield happiness much more then the money earned by the days hard work.
I have started enjoying my office again. Why?
Coz there is a shift in my attitude now. Everyday I go to office not thinking how much would I finish today but thinking how many more people I would meet today.
He asks me to connect with the friends I had lost touch with due to work and spend time to revive our friendship.

I dunno why I listen to him and I dunno how but everything he suggests helps me feel happier every day.
He loves me as much as one can.